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start to hate my life now *sigh* busy tired poor =( activites come unstopped always spend time on those activities and spend money on the club jamuan i dunno why can be so expensive for it rm10-rm15 for the jamuan do u think is damn expensive for a meal * maybe u say not .. OK loh.. i am a poor girl, ok? =( * everything need money OMG! when will be the end? when i can stop paying the club's fees that damn expensive ? when i can stop doing my homework and wont get scolded ? when i can go shopping and buy anything i like without thinking the price ? when i can go back home early and enjoy my nap ? when i can stop suffering from wat i do everyday ? what is ur life my dear frenz that study at college ? are u all right ? will u worse than me ? or better ? i think is better lo~~ T.T

today no phy class yahoo~ so happy ~ so i went to bilik seni to color our banner this friday must pass up leh so must finished by tomorrow haiz~ but we only finished 40% only gambateh then afternoon.. really feel that wanna mad soon prom night got meeting (not my business actually) chinese society got rehearsal then i feel die when i heard that tmr got performance meeting let me die plz my dear God but i know got someone else are much worse than me so God bless u lah ~ hahaha xD gambateh ~!!!

so nice to hear it but do anyone can handle it well ? haiz ~ *sigh* plenty of acitvites my friends joined pity them ;P then how about me ? also busy but not sa busy as them pity them who joinning choir that always stay back to practice (i oso dun know why it need more than 2 hrs to pratice every day) i really dun have the America's time to stay back for this Sorry ;P but besides this i still so busy =/ i went to camp last sat and sun then wanna drawing banner this week then maybe got a task for this sat ;D hope it will be sucess ;D then watelse ? ya ya ya prom night! preformance and decoration blah blah blah then they need to buy some sexy dress 露胸 露背の wah ~ * crazy * hahaha xD then we are going for the Mcd marathon at Sept =D almost the whole form 6 *crazy* haha xD then i am waiting the holiday that coming soon ;D i wanna do wat i expected ;D i wanna go book fair to buy buy buy ;D then after that i really need to do a good girl that always go home on the time no more stay back the...

i was late today to school actually i dun think i late i arrvied at 7.17 am but since already ppl ditahan at the gate there so that means i late too then the vice principal was so free to do the following funny things he asked a student : kenapa lambat ? the student : jam he : apa jam ? strawberry jam ge ? atau apa ? student : traffic jam. he : jam only dekat roti je .hari hari tak jam . hari baru jam . wat are your comment about this ? is this the way a teacher talk to a student ? and then he repeat the same thing to another student lame...... and rubbish .... then he asked me i said : i have no reason he said : what no reason ? y u are late ? i said : actually i dun think so i m late i arrived there at 7.17am but i kena tahan .. he : -blah blah - ask me the time rite now my ans : 7 .28am ==== the funny thing happened !!! ==== he said his watch was 7.34am then he asked others student some 7.30am , 7.32am he wanna show me i was wrong he just said my watch was wrong then blah a lot said...

tomorrow got rover camp at sk kiamas tmr so i am going to attend then probably will dilantik hehe x) quite exciting for it then my mummy and my dear chatter a lot remind me to bring this bring that remind me dun do that do this durig camp hmm~ quite -- haha xD anyway Thx my mummy and daddy for let me attend the camp and Thx my dear for remind me anything =) muuuaacckzzz *really edi addicted with NOBODY !! i want nobody nobody but YOU !!

i love this mv so much ~ so nice !! enjoy it !!! " i wan nobody but u =) "

OMG i broke a filter funnel when we were doing our chemistry experiment i feel sorry to miss peter and the filter funnel as well =( i m a filter funnel ! 19/8/10 =)

sunrise ~ 15 ♥ 8 the grass + the view = nice ! can u see the fog ? ah~ eating chocolate with a funny face ;D karyee and me =) damn tired when we were reach the peak a small creek 3 2 1 .. Smile ;) really have a nice view from the peak frm renren =) damn nice ! i love it ~ ♥ frm renren oso i love it oso ~ ♥

我有必要那么忙吗? 其实我有必要那么忙吗? 没有吧~ 当然 有付出当然有收获 但是我比较现实 回报率是多少 ? 我几乎看不到 有我要的 但是偶尔当娱乐是很不错的选择 哈哈~ 如果不是over的 它当然没有害 但是over了 它令我讨厌 =目 是事实 ！ 时间是我的 所以自己自由操控就好 不太over 不太过分少 拿捏的刚刚好 那就好！ =) hahahahaha xD

i was received a yellow rose from rebacca she was fold it for me ! quite nice ! this was the 1st time I received flower =) haha xD TQ rebacca =)

sunday we went to visit pc fair wahoo~ really crowed ~ and many show girl xD but not as many as last time when i worked i pass by TM there but i din c JAMES i saw her cousin and lemon !! hmm~ he got a bit fat jor wor ~ haha xD then after that - nite we went to full house KL brunch to hv dinner there is quite special but the situation there not really as good as others ppl said the food is ok but very less choices and the quantity quite less also haha xD so ~ after that , they went to mamak stalk to hv their second round haha monday bc was bac then hd the muet and phy test haha totally blank especially when i write essay haiz ~ then the phy is quite depends on our luck because there only 20 objective questions for 90 mintues but we all also just tembak tuesday last test !!! CHEM ah ~ very bad leh ~ i even just let the 3 subjective blank but i feel relax after pass up it finally i finished the exam!! wednesday something unbelievable thing happen on me !!! i get 60 % for my PHY test ~ wah...

OMG i cant believed that is my look after 2o years hey , i m just 18 years old now 18 +20 =38 only lah I think the application must be something wrong !!! this picture at least after 40 years lah =D

ooooooo OMG ooooooooo finally i done my maths exam ~ is terrible , u know ? it was really almost made me mad =( when u open the exam paper u dont how to solve it is not the big deal but for me even cant understand the question asking what is really a big problem !! just now i had my math tuition class hmm~ chapter revision hahha xD i totally blank only =( it is really tough for me it is not a small step frm spm to reach stpm but i feel happy because i am choosing it i am choosing the road that tough enough for now then i am believe that if i am really can complete my stpm i think no other things can beat me down easily!!! =) gambateh !!! hmm~ yup !! after this exam i want to be active on the cocuriculum activity !!! hehehe xD i want try to master every thing , join every thing =) and have a good memory in my PRE-U life =)

tmr having math exam =( today's exam really no eye see =( almost not enough time for me to finish so i just simply finish it =( haiz ~ even cant imagine tmr MATHS =( time to sleep ~ BYE !

today ~ when everyboday was so exicted to discuss about how to decorate our class~ maybe nobody notice that the little girl who called out by enX was walked in the class with the numb face (at least not a happy normal face) she walked near to MS PETER i could see that she was trying to tell smthg actually it just a normal siuation in a class but after that she walked out from classroom everybidy still exicted to talk loudly MS PETER came out then talked softly : ur frenz's father just pass away .... .... .... OMG ~ wat ?! is it really ? BC 's father died ? just now we just made joke with her name wat the ?! who can accept it happen even not happened on urself ! but it just happened on the ppl beside u and even we just made joke together we studied together when she leave the lab~ i could not see she cry others oso din see she cry it was really very sudden very sudden for every1 especially for BC cheer up my frenz as u cry we are always be ur side =)

finally we having exam tomorrow our 1st subject pengajiaan am en Zaki edi finished 5 topic but i even do not know what the 1st topic is talking about haha xD 5 topic , 45++ pages need to digest it before i sleep tonight =( fortunately it is only objective THANKZ GOD ! then i can just roughly read through it =) after tommorow, we having mathT 1 and mathT 2 on Friday =( sorry sir ~ this do not have any objective for u ~ all is subjective loh ~ stpm is not spm already every question can be a long long long question then u must use many many method and long long solution to solve it but it may be only COST u 8 marks per question=( if u wrong 1 step it maybe COST U 1 mark per step~ very expensive loh ~ haiz~ we still got muet , phy , chem next week ~ good luck loh ~ peipei =( lazy to study loh =( see ~ i so love pengajian am ~ wakakaka xD cant slp tonight =(

really happy that u in relationship with other but i really got some cant accept it u r the one who let me feel that love got the thing called forever in this world FOREVER LOVE last year u broken up with urs EX-gf u were so upset even open the blog page for her u used to write down how were u so miss her~ how were ur life that without her~ it made me feel heartbroken , did u know ? after 7 months, u can down all those things away frm ur life it should be something happy but between u tell me that u in relationship now i really cant accept it because u were not used to be like that ~ u r that person that main reason who let me cant accept the whole thing !

Hapi Scout Day !! 1st of August do not why it seems like represent some meaningful memory for me just feel that it seems like important but i can not recall my memory =P i really can not remmber what it is ~ fine ~ maybe i should let it be ~ just forget about it =) 1st of August it seems that call me to start my new path =) my new way =) 1st of August =)